You tell me to live.

"just let it pour out
don't let your past begin to let you down
just sing it out, just let it make sound
and as it will hurt, it will be healed and found.
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it make sound."

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This is the sound of settling…

Posted 1 year ago

SO ive been attending a relationship series at a church with an amazing woman after Gods own heart. She has been such an inspiration and source of encouragement to me. She may never know just how i love her. At this moment in my life i am not in a relationship, so it may seem strange i would even go. But God is showing me what a real committment looks like, and how things can be if we put God as the center of our relationship and focus on His plans.

I have never really had a very successful relationship. Yet my second child will be here in February, and they will both have different last names. This is something that i struggle with daily. I never wanted to be “that girl”. But i let someone undermine my worth and value so I sought love out in all the wrong places. Thinking that the only way a relationship would work was if i put aside some of my morals and values. NOT A GOOD IDEA. I thought that if someone wanted me, then that meant i was worth something. But that is a lie.

So on this journey i take im going to trust Him in all of this.

I won’t settle for a Christian guy. I want a Man of God