You tell me to live.

Everyone has those things that make them different…make them who they are.

sometimes its the things that make us vulnerable that we are remembered for.

i wanted to give everyone a little insight into who i am

how i think and why

i do the things i do.

Im super shady with my phone, not bc im avioiding you, but bc im terrified i wont say the right thing. I dont really ever think ive had a way with words.

I work all the time. This is perhaps another reason for the phone issue.

Im anxious. all the time.  this would explain why i dont do surprises well. 

Im not very good at being alone, but when i think about it, i never am. Those times i thought i was just taught me how to be myself.

I lack confidance, not sure of the reason, but im working on it. I make fun of myself to distract others, sometimes too much. but everday i learn to love myself a little more.

I have a constellation made of freckles, surrounded by quite a few more freckes. I wont say where it is, but its visible often. I like freckles, i think they add spunk.

I dream of the love just like in the movies….and ill keep looking til i find it. I want to still have butterflies when im 60, thinking how did i get so lucky. I used to think i would never find it, but i know i will.

I care what people think of me,  I know i shouldnt but i do. I dont think anything will ever change that.

I cannot stand it when i think someone is mad at me; that being said i’m easy to put a guilt trip on.  So please dont.

It terrifies me to think i dont know what i want to do with my life, but i know ill figure it out. Money isnt important. I dont want to have it made, I want to have to work hard for everything i have….appreciate it.

I never dreamed my life would be where it is now, but now that im here I wouldnt change it for the world.

I daydream often…too often. But i like where my mind takes me.

I like to sing, the song reflects my mood. Really music keeps me going. So if anyone has any good suggestions, im always open.

I am very optimistic. It keeps me smiling. Though i worry I know everything is working out the way it is supposed to.

I like to make others happy, it makes me happy. tell me all you want about how you cant please everyone and that only makes me do it more. It will happen.

I trust my instincts, though sometimes i cant tell what is instinct and what is wishes.

Hugs keep me going and love keeps me strong.

I will only look someone directly in the eyes if i trust them.

I have always wished for different color eyes, but lately i’ve realized mine are quite….me.

I am very content with the color of my hair, thats why i dont color it. Its not black, just to clear the record its dark brown.

I dont eat like i should.

My friends compose my pure existence. Without them i’d be so lost and scared. Im truely lucky to have them, and i have met the most amazing people